I never knew how hard it would be keeping up on two blogs! But I am going to try for as long as possible. I may need to combine them at some point. So please bear with me. Ok on to the updates.
Today is my Grandma Rathbun's memorial service. I feel horrible that I cant go. But at least I take comfort in the fact that I did get to say good bye to her the night she passed away. She looked so peaceful, like she was sleeping. When I kissed her forehead I fully expected her to wake up. But I know she is at peace with our lord and savior. Both of my Grandmas are rejoicing with Jesus. Who could ask for more? I miss them terribly but for selfish reasons. They are in a better place, they have new bodies and there in no "C" in heaven. I know this!
I have no idea what is going on with Bobby. I love him yeah, but golly gee wiz I am tired of the moodiness! I am tired of one minute he loves me and cant live without me and then the next I am some evil bitch who he cant stand. I dont know what to do. I think he is insecure with himself and takes it out on me. He is depressed. But he refuses to get help so what am I supposed to do? I really care about him but I know at some point I will just have to move on. I dont think I am there yet though.
The hotel and b&b open next weekend. The following weekend is the opening of fishing so we are completely full. It is going to be busy busy busy that weekend. But I am excited and am looking forward to all the new and exciting people I am going to meet this season!
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